Love Letter

Malang, 17 October 2016

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Dear Future me.

I’m just going to be honest and tell you that this is a love letter. I know it’s a little awkward and probably slightly embarrassing, but you are worthy of this. You are loved and you need to know why.

You may look so great now. With your succesfull goals life, styilist hair, fashionist you, handsome-kindest and loveable husband 💕, funniest child ever ☺, big house around the beach you’ve dreaming of all these time and a reading time novel every weekend morning in your 2nd floor balcon. You may know also how many times you fall, or how many times you try to rise again. Time passes swiftly, but it is not joyus to see how great and growing is the tresure you have, amid the storm and stresses of so many eventful and to millions, tragic and terrible years. And I absolutly know that you really work on it.

I couldn’t count how many night you spent crying wishperedly when somebody against you and broke your heart. Its really fell hurt inside, isn’t it? :’) And most of all I will always be the proudest person of you, when you try to rebuild your life with something new and meaningfull thing.

Dear Future-me. You know, you always have a random-unstabiled fucking mood. It makes everybody sometimes mad at you. And with your bold ego, you never try to ask for an apologize first. Thank God, you always arrounded by kindest heart people that understand you no matter what, or what kind of shit things you do.

And the otherside I love you because you let yourself be sad. You will sit with it, let yourself cry, and just be there. You are still learning how to be angry, but that’s okay. You know that you get quiet, you definitely don’t like to talk about it, and you’d rather be alone than surrounded by people.

I think you are such a good lover. I really love when you try to make a poem when you fall in love with someone. Tell them how much they mean to you, without a doubt.Write about them, in a paper, in your blog, in every place that you could. I know its so “freaking” you. But its fun, right?

You love your family very much. I know, you always tell your friend that you love them with your wholehearted, everytime.

There is always something going on in your mind, a random of hopes, dreams, and unpredictable ideas that no one knows about. It’s a secret garden only I know the entrance too. I love the mystery of our special place, that only both of us know this.

Dear my Beautifull Future-me.

Maybe you’ll laugh, and make a sweet smile when you read this letter someday. You know, I wrote this while I’m waiting for my Lecture to enter the class. You’ll realize that you have passed one of a wonderfull period of you, your life, and people arround you.

I love you, morethan anyone else could do. I’ll always keep on pray for how you imagine your life become. See you on the future.

Sincerely,

You, in almost 20th years old age.